Love like that

Give me a love like Tate and Violet. More dead than alive but in love all the still. A love of screaming and saving and holding and crying. One where my wrists cry and you hold me close and whisper to me how much you love me. Where I weep with how much I love you and all the things I want to say but never will. 

Red

Red lips, red hair

Dark eyes, dark glare

Green youth, green dress

Beautiful face, beautiful mess

Tired, sad

Tired but I can't sleep

Sad but I can't weep

People that I'll never keep

Too afraid to take the leap

What now

What now should I do

When the demons creep back in

And turn me insane 

I try

I try all my best 

But your words won't save me now 

I'm lost in my mind