Smoke and Tears

And how the fuck did we get here?

How the fuck did we get here?

Crying in a church parking lot,

Chain smoking, the three of us. 

We're all sobbing at our fucking wreck of a life,

We're nothing

We're no one.

Useless. 

I love you 

I love you. 

My friends. 

My heart sisters. 

But why are we crying? 

Puffing out clouds in the chilly air. 

Crouched on the ground,

Leaning against your jeep. 

Trying to laugh 

But we can only cry. 

We're fucked up,

We've got problems. 

How will we ever find what we're looking for?

We won't,

We won't. 

We're stuck here forever,

Twenty years old, 

Crying and smoking,

Trying not to fade away

Like we've seen our parents do. 

All we want is happiness,

Is that too much to ask?

From the sandy ground 

Of a Florida church parking lot

Surrounded by smoke and tears.